しましたので、よろしく！！
そのうち、暇になったら更新するはず。
写真とか、英文のエッセイものせる予定です。

けーさーん。

またへんだよー

げんきかい？？？最近メールしてないけど。

みなさん、げんきですか〜？？？？

I really need to do that, otherwise I am going to make a wrong decision on everything. so I need to breathe and think about it seriously over a cup of coffee. I just do want to respect everybody and their opinion. someone said I have cold feet, and that's right. I am getting so scared about getting a car with a lot of money and geting some responsibility, which is not that much but too much for me now. I know I need to grow up and take more responsibility but that might be too fast to do that. I thought I have enough responsibity to take care of myself and to get a car, but now I don't think so. I have been escaping from takeing responsibility by the facr that someone make some decision for me. such a kid. I have not grown up yet. I cannot take care of even myself. but I have to do so, otherwise I cannot survive here... I do not have choice. That was the decision that I made before I came here..... to take any responsibilty whatever happens here. there is nobody that helps me like my family in Japan....

せーきっちゃんのとこに行ってるんだ〜。よかったねぇ。2人とも久しぶりにパパに会えるし♪けーさんはだまされてないけど（たぶん）、でもまた熱しやすく冷めやすいって感じかも。そのうち冷めそうな気がしないでもない。車の件が終わってからが勝負って感じだね。それでも続けばたいしたもんだと思うけどね。まぁ、そのうちわかるさ。今は微妙な関係を楽しんでおくさ。

ゆうさんたちは明日から一週間せいきっちゃんとこにいってくるよ。けーさんがんばれ！だまされないようにきをつけて！しっかりしてそうで結構だまされやすいタイプだからね！それがゆうさんは心配さ。とくに、男関係は見えなくなる部分が多いからね。

いろいろだねぇ。けーさんはもうだめだぁ。なんちって。まぁ、現実にめげずにがんばるしかないなぁ。

なんだかねえ・・・。つかれた。はるちゃんはお熱だし。